well tonight i sit with family on new years, and i thought it would be terrible as all my friends are out getting smashed/having fun. well here i sit listening to the sound of laughter and endless happiness. ‘i love it and i love them’

there’s this boy, he popped into my head just yesterday and i think i might be falling for him. hes got a smile which lights up thousands of sad faces, a smile that could pull me out of me deepest nightmare and troubles. i need you, but here i sit missing you, thinking of you. knowing you’ll get a midnight kiss, and it wont be me. i hope for a call, just to say happy new year, to know your thinking of me ! please.